I just got an email asking why I went off on dudes that dont tip on MFC and why I was on MFC because it seemed like I “was there to pretty much get off.” This was my response…

I started camming, 3 years ago, living in my parents house and working at a Dunkin Donuts, like a bum. And yes, it was because I get off on watching guys jerk off to me. I didnt need the money and only did it because chat roulette kicked me off too often. Literally every check I got would go to parties, booze, and weed. Since then I’ve moved to NY and tried making this a full time thing. It was working for awhile. Then, the more I went on, the more demanding the requests got(bigger toys, more toys, more holes, more clothes, less clothes, crazy food fetishes, blah blah blah) and the ruder some guys would talk to me. It just became more of a chore than it was fun. The switch from just doing this for fun and actually turning it into a job happened back in December, way before I started working on MFC. I only switched to MFC because they pay 20% more than any of the other sites I was on. I was making bank for a few months and never had to bother you guys for tips. I dont know what changed in the members, that all of a sudden I wasnt worth tipping. Thats when I had to start begging for tips. I hate it, I think its more degrading than any kinky think you guys could come up with. Let me just add that before March, I had only been on sites like streamate where there is no nudity in public chats and I was going prvts and doing awesome shows for paying customers almost all day long. So there you go… thats why I was/am on MFC. If you havent noticed, i havent cammed in awhile and when I do go on its not on MFC. I had to get a real job. I feel like shit about it. I’m about to start crying as I type this because ever since I was little all I wanted to be when I grew up was a porn star/stripper. I’m not kidding, guys, ask my Mom. Now I just feel like a big fat failure. I know web camming is nothing compared to being a pornstar, but its kinda like going to med school before becoming a doctor. Or at least it made me feel like I was doing something with my life. I’m never gunna completely quit being an internet whore but for now its kinda on the back burner. I will try to make it on as much as possible but its kinda hard when you have to wake up at 6am five days a week.